Title: Life Lessons

Fandom: CSI: Miami/CSI: New York

Challenge: 20 First Times

Author: Immortal Aussie

Rating: FRAO

Characters: Horatio Caine/Mac Taylor

Prompt: #5- Falling For the First Time by Barenaked Ladies

Summary: Through your life, youíll learn many lessons

Beta: Andrea/Spencer Reid and River Tam

Disclaimer: All this belongs to Jerry Bruckhiemer, CBS, channel nine, etc.

WARNING! Slash, first time. Lyrics from http://www.belovedtigersharks.de/sonfall.htm

Word Count: 1,133

Iím in my second final year of high school. My best friend Mac Taylor and I are the ďgeeksĒ of the school, and until yesterday I didnít know what I want to do with my life.

Iím so cool, too bad Iím a loser

Iím so smart, too bad I canít get anything figured out 

What I do know is that Iím in love with Mac. It took a lot of courage on my part to admit this to myself, but I donít have enough to tell him. Itís my first time in love and I have no idea what to do about it. 

Iím so brave, too bad Iím a baby

Iím so fly, thatís probably why it

Feels just like Iím falling for the first time 

When it comes to romance, I have no clue about what to do-- well between two men. I suppose it would be similar to a man and a woman but Iím not sure. 

Iím so green, itís really amazing 

Last night something terrible happened. My father, who had left us years ago, tracked us down and killed my mother.  In revenge, I killed him. Apart from the police, only Mac knows what happened as he was with me. Iíve been helping the police with their job, and it made me realise that I want to help put people away, defend the victims. At Macís that night, I scrubbed myself until my skin was raw, but I still feel so dirty. 

Iím so clean, too bad I canít get all the dirt off of me

Iím so sane, itís driving me crazy 

As I lay in bed next to him, I felt my body react to being so close to him. As far as I knew, he didnít realise what was happening to me. At school I would listen to my classmates talk about what it was like being in love.  I never believed them, but now I know what they said was true. 

Itís so strange I canít believe it

Feels just like Iím falling for the first time 

I stand in the shower masturbating to the thought of Mac bending me over a desk and fucking me senseless. Iím so far into my fantasy, I donít realise that heís entered and left the bathroom. After Iíve cum, I lean on the shower wall thinking. Thinking about life. I come to the conclusion that life isnít as easy as I thought it would be, and if something is easy, there is a cost to it. I suppose I started to realise this when my mom died. Before then I had it easy, but now I donít. I suppose that everyone I love will one day be lost, but I hope not too soon. 

Anyone perfect must be lying, anything easy has its cost

Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost 

As I leave the bathroom, I find Mac naked on his bed jerking off, moaning my name. The sight was enough to make me aching hard again. Stripping I lay down next to him and take his cock in my hand, slowly stroking him while I stroked myself with my other hand. I slip my hand around him from his cock to fondle his balls until I feel him tighten and cum all over my hand. The sight and sound of him coming brings me closer to the edge. 

What if I lost my direction? What if I lost sense of time?

What if I nursed this infection? Maybe the worst is behind

It feels just like Iím falling for the first time

It feels just like Iím falling for the first time

Once Iíd come back to my senses, I see Mac smirking at me. He just looks plain sexy sprawled out on his bed like that. I slowly run my fingers along his skin causing him to shiver. Bending my legs, I take his hand until his fingers are brushing my entrance causing me to moan deep in my throat.

Iím so chill, no wonder itís freezing

Iím so still, I just canít keep my fingers out of anything

By this time Iím so hard it hurts. ďPleaseÖ MacÖ I need you in me,Ē I moan. He flips me as he leans over to grab a condom and lube from the draw next to him and he teases me with his tongue. When he pulls back, I whimper at the loss of contact but when he slips a finger inside me I feel likeÖ likeÖ something I canít even begin to describe. By this time he has four of his fingers in me and Iím so close to the edge it hurts. As he slowly slips his fingers out I whimper, but when I feel his cock against me, I pull in a breath of pleasure. After a few thrusts, heís set a steady rhythm hitting my prostate each time, making me see stars. As he grabs my cock and starts stroking it in time to his thrusts, I know I wonít last long. A couple more thrusts and I feel my muscles tighten around his cock and I cum screaming his name. I would have collapsed if he wasnít holding onto me. A couple more thrusts and heís coming inside of me.

Iím so thrilled to finally be failing

Iím so done, turn me over cause it

Feels just like Iím falling for the first time

Twenty years have passed since our first night together, and I know this will be our last as I had to resign. It was either resign and move away orÖ I donít even want to think about it. Just because my partner was having an affair and Walter Resden, the man we were after, killed her and her husband. Iíve decided to take the job offer down in Miami as second in command of the day shift. I hope our love can survive over the distance. I wish I didnít have to do this, but it was the only choice I had. I should have learnt my lesson. Our life together was so easy, I should have realised that there would be a cost to it. He was so upset when I told him, but weíre going to keep in touch. If our relationship doesnít work out, weíll still be friends that I can be sure of.

 Anything plain can be lovely, anything loved can be lost

Maybe I lost my direction, what if our love is the cost?

Anyone perfect must be lying, anything easy has its cost

Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost

What if I lost my direction? What if I lost sense of time?

What if I nursed this infection? Maybe the worst is behind

The End

Or is it?

Falling For the First Time by Barenaked Ladies

Iím so cool, too bad Iím a loser

Iím so smart, too bad I canít get anything figured out 

Iím so brave, too bad Iím a baby

Iím so fly, thatís probably why it

Feels just like Iím falling for the first time 

Iím so green, itís really amazing 

Iím so clean, too bad I canít get all the dirt off of me

Iím so sane, itís driving me crazy 

Itís so strange I canít believe it

Feels just like Iím falling for the first time 

Anyone perfect must be lying, anything easy has its cost

Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost

What if I lost my direction? What if I lost sense of time?

What if I nursed this infection? Maybe the worst is behind

It feels just like Iím falling for the first time

It feels just like Iím falling for the first time

Iím so chill, no wonder itís freezing

Iím so still, I just canít keep my fingers out of anything

Iím so thrilled to finally be failing

Iím so done, turn me over cause it

Feels just like Iím falling for the first time

Anything plain can be lovely, anything loved can be lost

Maybe I lost my direction, what if our love is the cost?

Anyone perfect must be lying, anything easy has its cost

Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost

What if I lost my direction? What if I lost sense of time?

What if I nursed this infection? Maybe the worst is behind

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